A ShyButCurious Halloween (part 2)

What you’ve all been waiting for with swollen desires…Part 2 of my fabulous interview with busty sassy lassy ShyButCurious.

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JamieVP: So Shy, what has been the most surprising reaction you’ve gotten to your fantastic breasts over the years?

ShyButCurious: My mother and sister both have had large chests and hated them. They surprised me my sophomore year of college by demanding that I get accurately measured (I walked around in stretched out 36 C cup bras at the time) and they wanted to make me get a breast reduction. Until that point it hadn’t ever crossed my mind that I might be abnormally large for my body size.

JamieVP: Gasp! Two words we never use around here are “reduction” and “abnormal” when we’re talking about wonderfully large breasts.

JamieVP: The other burning question on a lot of my readers minds is whether or not you’ve considered going pro? You certainly have the body and face for the business for goddess sakes! We’ve seen other professional big boob models (even on this blog) that have a fraction of your natural sassy charm and busty beauty.

ShyButCurious: I guess so, in the sense that I have wanted to become “internet famous” some times. I have always dreamed of being like the classic pin-up model girls or the courtesans of the Belle Epoch or pre-Inquisition Italy, but my family’s reaction would be so severely negative that I don’t think it would work out. When I first heard about Pin-up Glam and Pin-Up Files, I really wanted to submit myself for consideration. Also, when I was 16 I went to a scouting thing at a local hotel being sponsored by the John Robert Powers Association. I wanted to see if they would take me on to be a model, but I didn’t trust the recruiter. I am also always afraid that going pro implies a loss of personal control over my body. I love having the right to refuse requests that I disagree with.

JamieVP: I can definitely see you working with the PinupGlam folks. You know that Denise Milini, one of their superstars, doesn’t even pose topless, so I’m sure that you’d be in the right company of women. I know from experience that you look great in a corset so….

JamieVP: What is your life’s ambition? Other than being the sexiet shy girl around?

ShyButCurious: Is there any other ambition worth having?

But seriously, I hope to one day be considered a leading researcher on communication and the elderly and perhaps help to understand and improve the lives of older people living with dementia. I wouldn’t mind having children some day and own a home. I am fairly simple in my ambitions, be respected and admired for both my brains and my beauty. That isn’t too much to ask I think. ^.^

JamieVP: SPeaking of PinupGlam, are you into porn at all, and if so what floats your boat? I’m currently a RedTube recovering addict myself. I spent almost 3 hours last Friday night surfing RedTube when Ron was out of town. 6 orgasms later I finally had to force myself to shut it off and go to bed…god it was totally worth it though.

ShyButCurious: I am going to give a little bit of a complex response to this, just because I love reflecting on the changes I have gone through as I have gotten older. Until a few years ago I hated even the idea of porn. I loved burlesque, pin-ups, erotica and foreplay, but I did not think anyone dating me should be interested in porn. To me I should be enough for them to fantasize about and if I wasn’t the object of someone’s fantasy then I couldn’t find pleasure in myself. I have always gotten off the most on the idea of being wanted and desired. I loved teasing boys by flirting, showing little bits of skin…all of that, even brushing up against people I knew would get aroused from it. The idea of having that power over another person made me so incredibly aroused.

After taking some courses on human sexuality and getting to know more about the benefits of visual stimulation I let go of my strict rules and even began looking for some soft-core options to add to my own “spank bank.” ^.^ I still prefer literature and more tasteful, teasing photos. But I have found that some days I literally want to watch “fucking.” I even want to hear myself say the word. Maybe it’s my “shybutdangerous” side coming out, but it can feel so dirty and so good at the same time to indulge in something so base and animalistic.

JamieVP: It’s amazing what a similar path most women take towards porn as we mature. I felt and feel the same way. I have to warn you though that the “urge” to just want to watch fucking gets stronger with every passing year. The tale about women hitting their sexual primes in their 30s is (in my experience) NOT a myth.

JamieVP: And now the last most longing desire of my readers (who better be scrolling with one hand at this point) is to know what is your ultimate fantasy?

ShyButCurious: I have almost entirely given up on the “bubble bath and satin bed sheet” fantasies that dominated my “alone time” when I was younger. Now I fantasize most often about finally getting to have another girl join me in a shower only to be followed by my boyfriend moments later. In that fantasy the girl is usually a surprise gift for me. Other times He catches me with her, and sometimes I give her as a gift to my boyfriend and we each get to pleasure her and be pleasured by her (but I’m not usually that generous ^.~) On a particularly aroused kind of day I can have about 7 distinct orgasms, but it starts to take a lot of work. When that happens, just about anything can turn me on and the fantasy hardly plays in at all. I just replay whatever phrase or image I have seen in my mind as I listen to myself moan and let that carry me over.

The closest thing I have to an “ultimate fantasy” is of being involved in a professional pin-up shoot with all my favorite girls (Jamie ^.~, Ana, Lucy Pinder, Michelle Marsh, Denise Milani…) and we are all in the sexiest, best fitting outfits ever. Everything is sensual and has the perfect textures and we are given free reign to play with each other. I get to feel all of their breasts slowly being draped over every part of my body, caressing me while at least one of them explicitly pleasures me – oral, fingers, sex-toys anything of that sort. It is pretty much the most hedonistic experience I can imagine to have all of these gorgeous women pampering me, and then I get to do it back part of the time. Things would keep building up with teasing and tempting each other and then eventually in the fantasy I would shift to situation where I am slightly more dominated (I’ll admit something a little bit innocent about me – if there is a male in my fantasy, I am incapable of picturing anyone but my boyfriend. I don’t know if he believed me when I told him that once, but my mind blocks out all other images of male bodies!) So I get dominated at that point, maybe I have been naughty for being so greedy, or maybe it is just his turn for having set the whole thing up…either way I find myself being gently but firmly held half-bent over, facing into a mirror, breasts partially shaken loose in any top I might still be wearing, and I feel the pressure that comes from having my vagina fully filled, slowly and deliberately. I also feel the sharp tingling burst from my G-spot getting stimulated and I get to moan and cry out as needed from the thrusting. In the fantasy it is more focused on the sensations and sounds and me watching myself bouncing and orgasming in the mirror rather than a buildup to a climactic moment.

Hehe, hope you enjoyed that as much as I did…^.^

JamieVP: Sweetie, you know I did! I have to excuse myself now, but before I go hit my own G-spot, I want to give a huge thank you to ShyButCurious for this wonderful interview and encourage all you readers out there to drop by TitsinTops and say hi to the goddess herself and let her know what a valuable service she is providing for our little big boob appreciation community.

Have a Happy Halloween!!! And keep watch for a little red riding hood bearing goodies (and a basket too)!

-Jamie